ika'y; pasakit at lunas
bitag at paglaya
balakid at lagusan
kaibigan at pag-ibig
babae at lalake
ikaw at ako
sa hiwalay na pag-ikot ng ating mundo...
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minsan gusto mo ng pagkakataon; ung ikaw nlng, para mpakita mo lang kung paano siya
dapat mamahalin:)
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Kanta- (I wanna hold your hand)
Oh yeah, I’ll tell you something
I think you’ll understand
When I say that something
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
Oh, please, say to me
You’ll let me be your man
and please, say to me
You’ll let me hold your hand
Now let me hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
And when I touch you I feel happy, inside
It’s such a feeling
That my love
I can’t hide
I can’t hide
I can’t hide
Yeah you, got that something
I think you’ll understand
When I say that something
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
bitag at paglaya
balakid at lagusan
kaibigan at pag-ibig
babae at lalake
ikaw at ako
sa hiwalay na pag-ikot ng ating mundo...
________________________________________
dapat mamahalin:)
________________________________________
Kanta- (I wanna hold your hand)
Oh yeah, I’ll tell you something
I think you’ll understand
When I say that something
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
Oh, please, say to me
You’ll let me be your man
and please, say to me
You’ll let me hold your hand
Now let me hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
And when I touch you I feel happy, inside
It’s such a feeling
That my love
I can’t hide
I can’t hide
I can’t hide
Yeah you, got that something
I think you’ll understand
When I say that something
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
I wanna hold your hand
This coming year, we, the students, are yet again challenged to make our voices heard, use our individual beliefs and principles to make a united move, and solidify a stand that we never thought we would ever need to make since the inception of the Office of the Student Regent in 1987. In fact, personally, I deem this instance more vital, in every essence of the word, than casting our votes for the student council elections.
The Office of the Student Regent is under threat. It has, in fact, unknowingly been subjected to threat since the implementation of the New UP Charter early 2008. Where a certain provision, suddenly rendered the Codified Rules for Student Regent Selection, temporarily futile until it is voted upon in a referendum (Sec. 12.,g.).
The inclusion of the referendum, in itself without proper consultation with student representatives, who are the biggest stakeholders in this charter, is in itself an abomination of the quintessence of the University of the Philippines, and the history/rationale behind the inception of the Office of the Student Regent.
It is stated clearly, in the CRSRS, which have been used efficiently for 10 years, producing great Student Regents who have been defenders of students' rights, that the selection of the Student Regent should purely be a student affair, and no administrative intervention will be allowed, except for the ministerial duty of the incumbent President to merely appoint the student-selected regent to the position for procedural sake.
The mere inclusion of such a provision, appalls me, to the very core, that lawmakers, and graduates of this university, would obscure their vision and pretend that securing a referendum would be so easy, considering the structure of the UP system. Even the ambiguity of the provision itself, proves their lack of foresight and sincere concern to actually guide the students in executing this referendum.
With the total population of the whole UP system, councils need to work thrice harder, in order to deliver the 50% + 1 affirmative votes we need to secure our representation in the Board of Regents. An exploit, we would only dare because of the challenge opposed to us.
This is our primary goal for the coming year.
You would notice that I, as a member of the Student Council, rarely write down my views/opinions indiscriminately, i mostly do them out in the open, in propaganda actions within the college, or other events, because ( as i have admitted many times over) I see myself as not much of a writer.
But the current events have awaken in me a nagging concern to make the brevity and urgency of the matter known to the students. This is after all, our mandate, as duly elected council leaders, but beyond that, I believe, that securing our representation in the Board of Regents is our mandate as "Iskolars ng Bayan", and that securing this seat where we know that democratic rights of future "Iskolars ng Bayan" are fought to the death is our mandate as a Filipino people.
The Office of the Student Regent is under threat. It has, in fact, unknowingly been subjected to threat since the implementation of the New UP Charter early 2008. Where a certain provision, suddenly rendered the Codified Rules for Student Regent Selection, temporarily futile until it is voted upon in a referendum (Sec. 12.,g.).
The inclusion of the referendum, in itself without proper consultation with student representatives, who are the biggest stakeholders in this charter, is in itself an abomination of the quintessence of the University of the Philippines, and the history/rationale behind the inception of the Office of the Student Regent.
It is stated clearly, in the CRSRS, which have been used efficiently for 10 years, producing great Student Regents who have been defenders of students' rights, that the selection of the Student Regent should purely be a student affair, and no administrative intervention will be allowed, except for the ministerial duty of the incumbent President to merely appoint the student-selected regent to the position for procedural sake.
The mere inclusion of such a provision, appalls me, to the very core, that lawmakers, and graduates of this university, would obscure their vision and pretend that securing a referendum would be so easy, considering the structure of the UP system. Even the ambiguity of the provision itself, proves their lack of foresight and sincere concern to actually guide the students in executing this referendum.
With the total population of the whole UP system, councils need to work thrice harder, in order to deliver the 50% + 1 affirmative votes we need to secure our representation in the Board of Regents. An exploit, we would only dare because of the challenge opposed to us.
This is our primary goal for the coming year.
You would notice that I, as a member of the Student Council, rarely write down my views/opinions indiscriminately, i mostly do them out in the open, in propaganda actions within the college, or other events, because ( as i have admitted many times over) I see myself as not much of a writer.
But the current events have awaken in me a nagging concern to make the brevity and urgency of the matter known to the students. This is after all, our mandate, as duly elected council leaders, but beyond that, I believe, that securing our representation in the Board of Regents is our mandate as "Iskolars ng Bayan", and that securing this seat where we know that democratic rights of future "Iskolars ng Bayan" are fought to the death is our mandate as a Filipino people.
In the last special General Assembly of Student Councils, each council used heart and mind just to institute the most effective and democratic referendum procedure into place. And how despite our will of defiance against the law that put us in such a rut in the first place, most councils committed, to protect the Office of the Student Regent, and rise to the blows of state intervention in the University, ascend to their means of intimidation, and preserve the interest of the biggest stakeholders in this University at all costs.
I think we are succumbing to the referendum primarily because, we have to have faith in UP students, that they will care, and use these few seconds of casting an affirmative vote to keep intact the future of bright students who need access to quality tertiary education. We can't take this in stride, as students we have to solidify our ranks and prove to the administration that we will never, ever bow down to repression.
The College of Mass Communication Student Council pledged all its efforts to secure a 99% voters turn out for the coming 5-day referendum, and we enjoin all students to live up to this challenge and cast their affirmative vote to the CRSRS come the referendum dates.
While we enjoy our christmas vacation, let us not fail to think of the events to come, and prepare ourselves to defend the OSR. Let us say yes to the CRSRS in the referendum and say yes to students' representation in the Board of Regents.
Happy Holidays to all!
your love is better than anything that i have tried :)
if this is love.
thank you. :)
unfair.
gusto kong sabihin like, hello bakit di mo siya bet all these years? love ka kaya niya.
weird.o.
i mean may mga tao na ngang ginawang innately lovable
i don't understand why some people can just refuse them :(
gusto kong sabihin like, hello bakit di mo siya bet all these years? love ka kaya niya.
weird.o.
i mean may mga tao na ngang ginawang innately lovable
i don't understand why some people can just refuse them :(
I'll miss you.
Really. :)
i'm glad i made you smile...never thought it would feel this nice
and warm
and fuzzy
just you smiling..:)
best part of my day :)
Really. :)
i'm glad i made you smile...never thought it would feel this nice
and warm
and fuzzy
just you smiling..:)
best part of my day :)
- Location:outside my room
I say goodbye tomorrow :)
to many things tomorrow
fixations
objects of affection
love
will be over by tomorrow:)
to many things tomorrow
fixations
objects of affection
love
will be over by tomorrow:)
9am-10 pm in UP.
I'm dead tired, and I'm only about to start my tasks for tomorrow. UP is eating up my whole life.
I haven't eaten dinner and i'm so hungry. :( (must eat in a while)
Anywhoo, must not despair. :p I signed up for this. And actually i love doing it. I love getting busy and getting preoccupied.
It's just sometimes, you would want/need someone to ask if you have already eaten, if you're ok, or how you are holding up.
Yeah.
That's what i need right now. :)
I'm dead tired, and I'm only about to start my tasks for tomorrow. UP is eating up my whole life.
I haven't eaten dinner and i'm so hungry. :( (must eat in a while)
Anywhoo, must not despair. :p I signed up for this. And actually i love doing it. I love getting busy and getting preoccupied.
It's just sometimes, you would want/need someone to ask if you have already eaten, if you're ok, or how you are holding up.
Yeah.
That's what i need right now. :)
CONVERSATION WITH LONG TIME FRIEND
death_koril: galit ka kay teng?
Marian Santos: ok na kami, bakit pinapatanong niya?
Marian Santos: nakapagusap na kami e
Marian Santos: oks na
death_koril: ibig sabihin pwede na sha manligaw pagdating mo ng 21?
Marian Santos: hay grabe ano be
Marian Santos: wala na un sa usapan
death_koril: nangako sha e, wala nang magagawa un
Marian Santos: e di na naman siya papayagan din alam na nina dadi ung mga naganap samin, so friends nlng tlga..alam naman niya un
death_koril: magpepeace offering un sa dadi mo, mamamaya magiinuman na sila. ibig sabihin kung okay lang sa dadi mo okay na sayo?
Marian Santos: ndi, ndi din ok kay dadi
Marian Santos: tyka maghahanap nlng ako ng boypren bago ako mag21 para ayos na
Marian Santos: keri na ba un?
death_koril: di papatalo un, ganun pala ah!
Marian Santos: ewan sa inyo
* Teng and Omar (aka death_koril) were my friends back in high school. Teng was my pseudo best guy friend (as in guy friend lang). I dunno how it came about we were ok until he started treating more than a friend, then he started lying just to get to me. But the 21 thingy courting thing was made back when i was what, 16, 17? And i didn't even commit to the 21 thingy promise. I remember saying whatever, because I was so sure that i'd have a boyfriend by then. I was actually on the right track, well until you know, I found myself being 20 and single.
I was never really bothered by that conversation until tonight. They seem so keen on it.
Huhu.
Gaaaaahhhh. It's scary how the two of them assert it like it was a real contract. I'm having arguments with both of them now, through ym at this very moment!!
Why, why does this have to come now.
Ugh.
And what i'm turning 21 this year?
hay....
death_koril: galit ka kay teng?
Marian Santos: ok na kami, bakit pinapatanong niya?
Marian Santos: nakapagusap na kami e
Marian Santos: oks na
death_koril: ibig sabihin pwede na sha manligaw pagdating mo ng 21?
Marian Santos: hay grabe ano be
Marian Santos: wala na un sa usapan
death_koril: nangako sha e, wala nang magagawa un
Marian Santos: e di na naman siya papayagan din alam na nina dadi ung mga naganap samin, so friends nlng tlga..alam naman niya un
death_koril: magpepeace offering un sa dadi mo, mamamaya magiinuman na sila. ibig sabihin kung okay lang sa dadi mo okay na sayo?
Marian Santos: ndi, ndi din ok kay dadi
Marian Santos: tyka maghahanap nlng ako ng boypren bago ako mag21 para ayos na
Marian Santos: keri na ba un?
death_koril: di papatalo un, ganun pala ah!
Marian Santos: ewan sa inyo
* Teng and Omar (aka death_koril) were my friends back in high school. Teng was my pseudo best guy friend (as in guy friend lang). I dunno how it came about we were ok until he started treating more than a friend, then he started lying just to get to me. But the 21 thingy courting thing was made back when i was what, 16, 17? And i didn't even commit to the 21 thingy promise. I remember saying whatever, because I was so sure that i'd have a boyfriend by then. I was actually on the right track, well until you know, I found myself being 20 and single.
I was never really bothered by that conversation until tonight. They seem so keen on it.
Huhu.
Gaaaaahhhh. It's scary how the two of them assert it like it was a real contract. I'm having arguments with both of them now, through ym at this very moment!!
Why, why does this have to come now.
Ugh.
And what i'm turning 21 this year?
hay....
My wallet got stolen last Thursday.:(
I felt really bad and at first i couldn't stop crying because i really felt awful for my parents, who will then be required to shell out another set of thousands, just because i was careless. still i wonder why the culprit chose my bag :(
Anywhoo, it was something i had to bear with. And you know, the people around me were really nice and they helped me get over it. Ma'am Jane even offered me free lunch and Ma'am Lisa offered to lend me some money. :)
But the funniest thing about this is the way some people reacted to the incident, e.g.:
Marian: Panx, nananakawan ako ng pangtuition :'( (teary-eyed)
Panx: (looks at Marian, mouth half open)
Panx: You are such a bad actress... I don't feel your pain.
Marian: (shocked, jaw drops..walks away)
Marian: Ruth, nanakawan ako ng pangtuition (holds out arms for a hug)
Ruth: (while holding a fruit shake sabay ngiwi ng mukha) Eewwwwwwwww!
Marian: Ugh! I hate you!!
Ruth: (runs after marian)
Although they didn't really help make me feel better at first. Their reactions did make me laugh. Although I would have appreciated a hug, unexpected reactions like that really just make you smile. Although.......... I'm not sure if i like the new "Panx" better [he has different personalities at different times, last sem he was bitchy panx, this sem, he's positive panx]. He keeps on talking about Murphy's Law, how I am a similar to a tower with frequencies and how the world can't hear the words no, not, can't etc.
Listening to his sermons is just tiring. Haha. love you panx.
But anyway, i realized how so many things are coming and going in my life.
Like my wallet and many other things.
OTHER THINGS:
1. One thing, i'd like gone. (I'm actually happy that it's gone)
2. Another thing, i don't like gone.
But whether i'd like these things to stay or not. It seems they're bound to just jump out of the window of my life. No number 2, no.
Anywhoo, I really like the lyrics of this song at the moment so i'm posting it.
MIGRAINE
Oo nga pala, hindi nga pala tayo
Hanggang dito lang ako, nangangarap na mapa-sayo
Hindi sinasadya
Na hanapin pa ang lugar ko
Asan nga ba ako? Andiyan pa ba sa iyo?
Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ko sayo? Aasa ba ko sayo?
Nasusuka ako, kinakain na ang loob
Masakit na mga tuhod, kailangan bang lumuhod?
Gusto ko lang naman, yung totoo
Hindi po ang sagot, hindi rin isang tanong
Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ko sayo? Asan ba ko sayo?
Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ko sayo? Aasa ba ko sayo?
Dahil, di na makatulog (makatulog)
Dahil di na makakain (makakain)
Dahil di na makatawa (makatawa)
Dahil, di na
Oo nga pala, hindi nga pala tayo
Hanggang dito na lang ako
Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ko sayo? Asan ba ko sayo?
Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ko sayo? Aasa ba ko sayo?
Nahihilo... Nahihilo...
Nalilito...
Diba? The song is so nice. :) I wish all good things will last and not just go. :)
I felt really bad and at first i couldn't stop crying because i really felt awful for my parents, who will then be required to shell out another set of thousands, just because i was careless. still i wonder why the culprit chose my bag :(
Anywhoo, it was something i had to bear with. And you know, the people around me were really nice and they helped me get over it. Ma'am Jane even offered me free lunch and Ma'am Lisa offered to lend me some money. :)
But the funniest thing about this is the way some people reacted to the incident, e.g.:
Marian: Panx, nananakawan ako ng pangtuition :'( (teary-eyed)
Panx: (looks at Marian, mouth half open)
Panx: You are such a bad actress... I don't feel your pain.
Marian: (shocked, jaw drops..walks away)
Marian: Ruth, nanakawan ako ng pangtuition (holds out arms for a hug)
Ruth: (while holding a fruit shake sabay ngiwi ng mukha) Eewwwwwwwww!
Marian: Ugh! I hate you!!
Ruth: (runs after marian)
Although they didn't really help make me feel better at first. Their reactions did make me laugh. Although I would have appreciated a hug, unexpected reactions like that really just make you smile. Although.......... I'm not sure if i like the new "Panx" better [he has different personalities at different times, last sem he was bitchy panx, this sem, he's positive panx]. He keeps on talking about Murphy's Law, how I am a similar to a tower with frequencies and how the world can't hear the words no, not, can't etc.
Listening to his sermons is just tiring. Haha. love you panx.
But anyway, i realized how so many things are coming and going in my life.
Like my wallet and many other things.
OTHER THINGS:
1. One thing, i'd like gone. (I'm actually happy that it's gone)
2. Another thing, i don't like gone.
But whether i'd like these things to stay or not. It seems they're bound to just jump out of the window of my life. No number 2, no.
Anywhoo, I really like the lyrics of this song at the moment so i'm posting it.
MIGRAINE
Oo nga pala, hindi nga pala tayo
Hanggang dito lang ako, nangangarap na mapa-sayo
Hindi sinasadya
Na hanapin pa ang lugar ko
Asan nga ba ako? Andiyan pa ba sa iyo?
Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ko sayo? Aasa ba ko sayo?
Nasusuka ako, kinakain na ang loob
Masakit na mga tuhod, kailangan bang lumuhod?
Gusto ko lang naman, yung totoo
Hindi po ang sagot, hindi rin isang tanong
Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ko sayo? Asan ba ko sayo?
Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ko sayo? Aasa ba ko sayo?
Dahil, di na makatulog (makatulog)
Dahil di na makakain (makakain)
Dahil di na makatawa (makatawa)
Dahil, di na
Oo nga pala, hindi nga pala tayo
Hanggang dito na lang ako
Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ko sayo? Asan ba ko sayo?
Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ko sayo? Aasa ba ko sayo?
Nahihilo... Nahihilo...
Nalilito...
Diba? The song is so nice. :) I wish all good things will last and not just go. :)
- Mood:
blah - Music:Migraine- Moonstar88
nice it would be.
If it were you.
"I bet his heart's all over the world tonight
with the love of his life who feel,
what i feel
when i'm with you..."
If it were you.
"I bet his heart's all over the world tonight
with the love of his life who feel,
what i feel
when i'm with you..."
- Location:outside my room
- Mood:
exhausted - Music:With you- chris brown
Ruth, Mae, Ali and I decided to go to Figaro to support our batchmates' final requirement for BC 112.
It was fun, and we were just laughing our hearts out from the onset, riding Likas' car and of course lounging at Figaro.
It was as if we were high on iced coffee which we got for free and yummy brownies, which i kept on eating ( eating it like i bought it).
It was kind of "nakakahiya" that we kept on asking our classmates for more plates of brownies and water and coupons for iced coffee, but what the heck, we kept on laughing at any darn random thing and it was real fun.
But come the end of the launch, Tiffy started feeling sad, and i kinda just sunk into the soft comfy chair, and Mae got teary-eyed (ali and ruth we're ok haha). We hugged each other and it was like we knew.
We were so darn happy because we were so damn depressed, over things we couldn't pinpoint. (Well, i knew mine, it was just, i dunno, hard to say)
So mae suddenly blurted out "Gusto niyo umalis after nito?"
And so we did. We left Figaro and went to Robinson's and after debating over getting a impromptu massage or buying clothes, we landed in McDonald's eating fries and crying our hearts out.
It was so funny because we were so lonely that night that we were hogging each one of the "spotlight" to talk. Also, we started our little paluwagan, (which im not sure will hold up, we were really just emotional), and a batch party (yet again).
We were so lonely and happy that we had someone to talk to that we ended up giving each one tight hugs.
Hay, i dunno what i'll do without you guys.
I LOVE YOU GUYS.
i hope you're ok too. hugs.
It was fun, and we were just laughing our hearts out from the onset, riding Likas' car and of course lounging at Figaro.
It was as if we were high on iced coffee which we got for free and yummy brownies, which i kept on eating ( eating it like i bought it).
It was kind of "nakakahiya" that we kept on asking our classmates for more plates of brownies and water and coupons for iced coffee, but what the heck, we kept on laughing at any darn random thing and it was real fun.
But come the end of the launch, Tiffy started feeling sad, and i kinda just sunk into the soft comfy chair, and Mae got teary-eyed (ali and ruth we're ok haha). We hugged each other and it was like we knew.
We were so darn happy because we were so damn depressed, over things we couldn't pinpoint. (Well, i knew mine, it was just, i dunno, hard to say)
So mae suddenly blurted out "Gusto niyo umalis after nito?"
And so we did. We left Figaro and went to Robinson's and after debating over getting a impromptu massage or buying clothes, we landed in McDonald's eating fries and crying our hearts out.
It was so funny because we were so lonely that night that we were hogging each one of the "spotlight" to talk. Also, we started our little paluwagan, (which im not sure will hold up, we were really just emotional), and a batch party (yet again).
We were so lonely and happy that we had someone to talk to that we ended up giving each one tight hugs.
Hay, i dunno what i'll do without you guys.
I LOVE YOU GUYS.
i hope you're ok too. hugs.
gusto ko lang umiyak ng umiyak :(
I get it.
This must all be a phase.
A phase that you'll soon outgrow :(
Why do i have to keep on over-analyzing things.
when there's none to read and to analyze
Trying to read between the lines.
It's my fault.
And I'm no longer saying anything else.
No longer going to ask questions.:(
This must all be a phase.
A phase that you'll soon outgrow :(
Why do i have to keep on over-analyzing things.
when there's none to read and to analyze
Trying to read between the lines.
It's my fault.
And I'm no longer saying anything else.
No longer going to ask questions.:(
- Location:outside my room
- Mood:
lonely
i'd hug you if i can .
or if you'd let me
or if you'd let me
- Location:outside my room
- Mood:
bouncy
E: ok lang ba sa'yo kung magiging kami?
M:
- Location:outside my room
- Mood:
contemplative
i want to say so much
i want to ask you so much
i want to tell you that i'm starting to get used to this
i want to tell you that i'm starting to like how it is
i want to tell you that i'm starting to miss you at times
i want see more of you
i want to tell you how much you make me happy.
i want to just hug you
and thank you.
but i can't.
i know i can't.
i wish i can.
i want to ask you so much
i want to tell you that i'm starting to get used to this
i want to tell you that i'm starting to like how it is
i want to tell you that i'm starting to miss you at times
i want see more of you
i want to tell you how much you make me happy.
i want to just hug you
and thank you.
but i can't.
i know i can't.
i wish i can.
- Location:room
- Mood:
sad
I'm starting this blog.
Not because i'm a writer.
But because, recent events has prompted me to re-engineer my life in some way.
Multiply, just got really small.
My world (little did i notice) has gotten really really small.
And I need to expand it. Or create a new route should i say.
Plus, my mind and emotions have been in a stir for a couple of days now.
And while I don't have anybody to talk about it.
My only resolve is to write about it, where little can read :)
So this is my new blog.
My new secret space.
I'm excited :) ( blogging is scary, i'm so new to this, i don't even have friends ;p haha)
Not because i'm a writer.
But because, recent events has prompted me to re-engineer my life in some way.
Multiply, just got really small.
My world (little did i notice) has gotten really really small.
And I need to expand it. Or create a new route should i say.
Plus, my mind and emotions have been in a stir for a couple of days now.
And while I don't have anybody to talk about it.
My only resolve is to write about it, where little can read :)
So this is my new blog.
My new secret space.
I'm excited :) ( blogging is scary, i'm so new to this, i don't even have friends ;p haha)
- Location:outside my room
- Mood:
calm - Music:oh none
